Tonight I sit
In the dark
Staring at a wall
I can't see
My sight has vanished
With the light of the day
But my eyes still see visions
As if they were my dreams on display
Dancing pictures in the forefront of my mind
Playing over and over again
Relentless and unwilling to go away
I see you
Unfortunately
Standing there
Taunting me
Telling me you're sorry
For what? I ask
You
Stand there
Giving no answer
Offering no explanation
As to why
You
Just keep sayin it
I'm Sorry
But I'm not
I'm not sorry for the love felt
I'm not sorry for a love lost
Not sorry for the pleasures experienced
I'm not sorry for pain suffered
And I'm not sorry you left
You...left
I was here
I've always been here
I'm still here
My heart is broken
But it still beats
Tears have fallen
But I still smile
My life was stolen
But I live on
I live on...
And even though you hide away
In some deep dark corner of my mind
Pullin the rest of my contemplation
And deep meditation to the memory of you
Every now and again
My mind is still mine
No longer a prison of unhappiness
Or a permanent retreat from stress you caused me
But my safe haven from you
My room
With a door you can't go thru
My space you can't get to
A place you can't find
Even though you sit in that corner
Although you are a scar in my mind
In due time
All things heal
Pain fades
And the past becomes
A distant far off thing
That no longer matters
Except for the fact that
It helped to sculp me
Into the pillar of strength
That stands before you today
And will cont to stand
So every now and then
I will endure these visions
I will sit in the dark
And see everything
While seeing nothing
Because reflection is what builds me up
After I was torn down and beaten by you
In the dark
Staring at a wall
I can't see
My sight has vanished
With the light of the day
But my eyes still see visions
As if they were my dreams on display
Dancing pictures in the forefront of my mind
Playing over and over again
Relentless and unwilling to go away
I see you
Unfortunately
Standing there
Taunting me
Telling me you're sorry
For what? I ask
You
Stand there
Giving no answer
Offering no explanation
As to why
You
Just keep sayin it
I'm Sorry
But I'm not
I'm not sorry for the love felt
I'm not sorry for a love lost
Not sorry for the pleasures experienced
I'm not sorry for pain suffered
And I'm not sorry you left
You...left
I was here
I've always been here
I'm still here
My heart is broken
But it still beats
Tears have fallen
But I still smile
My life was stolen
But I live on
I live on...
And even though you hide away
In some deep dark corner of my mind
Pullin the rest of my contemplation
And deep meditation to the memory of you
Every now and again
My mind is still mine
No longer a prison of unhappiness
Or a permanent retreat from stress you caused me
But my safe haven from you
My room
With a door you can't go thru
My space you can't get to
A place you can't find
Even though you sit in that corner
Although you are a scar in my mind
In due time
All things heal
Pain fades
And the past becomes
A distant far off thing
That no longer matters
Except for the fact that
It helped to sculp me
Into the pillar of strength
That stands before you today
And will cont to stand
So every now and then
I will endure these visions
I will sit in the dark
And see everything
While seeing nothing
Because reflection is what builds me up
After I was torn down and beaten by you