That Blissful Airy feeling
That Perfect Summer Day feeling
Because right now I feel like I weigh a ton
I want that Child Like feeling
That Wind In My Hair feeling
That Deep Loving Stare feeling
Because THAT feeling took this weight off me
And this weight is simply
That Broken Hearted feeling
Tired...
Wings Broken
Unable to Take Flight
And Halted
Doubting
Fearful
Of dropping out of the sky again
But I want That Feeling back
My Wing repaired so I can reach MY Happy Ending
...My Flight you stole...
Can't get back in the Sky without it
Need that Courage to face IT
The Sky, I mean.
Because the Sky while beautiful
Can also be a dangerous thing
Look at how it helped you betray me
But I need those things that you took from me
How do you expect me to soar without them
Looking to be open
Want to be more carefree
But My Flight is gone
And my Wing Broken
Spirit overflowing
With that Broken Hearted feeling
Just give me back what is rightfully owed to me!
Not even feeling like my heart is my own to give
Feels like My Wing is just supposed to remain broken
Like I'm Grounded...
Caged Bird with No Song
I miss the Sky and I soaring so deep in its blues
That all I saw was you
And the Mosaic that represented our lives
As individuals as well as an item.
Now I'm looking to soar alone
Embracing the Sky again
In hopes of one day being able to
Share IT with someone new
Longing to spread my Unbroken Wings
And take...My Flight
Coasting on the Sky's Winds
With that someone that's perfect for me
Even if it's only me...
Aching and
Praying
And dying...
For that Loving Me, Loving Love, Love Me type feelings