Awakened w the thought of you
I look around and you're not here
I guess we met in a dream.
Been hard to spread my wings since
She went away from me
Then in you swooped and now you are reteaching me,
But I am held down by gravity
Thinkin to myself I will fall
And fallin isn't all it's cracked up to be.
Think I'll stay grounded, planted safely,
Where it's safest for me.
You look at me,
Grabbin my hand reassuringly
Promising to fly with me exclusively,
I am not the only one who fears that yet to be seen
Me thinkin: I don't know that I'm ready
I wanna take this leap but
I don't want to fall
I want the amative winds to carry me
I want my wings to stretch to their full length
And with you I want to fly free
Tired of fearin that which I long for most
Need to take back control of me,
Become unattached from the gravity
That is she
But what makes me most happy...
This comes with great familiarity
Except the last time I soared, I fell,
Shot down by a traitorous arrow in the heart,
Broken into a million pieces
Tears in my eyes could make rain for a thousand days
But here you tellin me it will be ok,
As you wipe the last of my tears away.
I won't let you fall you say
These wings will carry us to the tips of mountain tops,
Higher than the birds where the sun can kiss our cheeks
And maybe even high enough to graze the bottom of Jehovah's feet.
And when I looked in your eyes,
This time was different
For some strange reason I believed
Thought I would never again be so trustin
But I step to the edge,
I hear you and you're not even speakin...
Throw away thoughts of negativity
And don't look down, just trust you're not fallin......
I awoke with the thought of you
When I looked around, you weren't here
...we must've met in my dream...
a dream that showed me a choice
In love again: To be or not to be.