Winter came early
But to my surprise...only briefly
No matter how brief though
Sistah was still Cold
Felt the Chills of being alone
The Ice of Winter's uncaring attitude
The Biting winds whistling "This is what I have to do,
Don't take it personal
Because I...STILL LOVE YOU!"
Making a Frigid unpromising promise
Freezing a hurting heart in its state
With the words "Summer will return again some day."
Spitting Glacial apologies of "I'm sorry it had to be this way."
All the while pointing at me the finger of blame
Giving such Bleak hope just to tear that bit of hope from me
Because Winter had already found its Summer
And that's why towards me it had become so Wintry
And towards me, so Brisk and Keen
Leaving me Chilled and Stinging
Dropping and letting my heart shatter
No longer needing...
So I stood, alone and cold
Hurting and weeping
That's aching and crying
Crying and dying
And Winter continued to be just that
And then came Fall...
Got over Winter
And began to Fall
And Spring thawed my heart that Winter Froze
Picked up the pieces
And in it once again placed Love
And all of sudden over Spring
I became Sprung
Feeling the Warm breeze of love wash over me
Letting the Bird Songs creep into my thoughts
In love again, it's ok to be
And so I let this be
Stepping out into Spring's Showers
Letting it wash my tears away
Never promising that it would stay
But moving forward saying "Bring your own Summer's Day,
Don't wait for it to find you and come your way,
Because should it never come, you still deserve to be happy!
You should never let your heart be in dismay"
And yet it stayed with me
I brought my own warmth of the Summer's sun
Smiled as bright as that yellow star once I realized with Winter I was truly done
And I felt the Summer's Heat in Spring's arms
The Blaze that made me sweat the Phrase
Spring's the one
And since I started to Fall for Spring
Summer is no longer good enough for Winter
Or so it seems
As Winter seems to be chasing after me
Thinks that I've turned just as Numbingly Cold as it
No, I just really don't give a shit!
Don't care to give my energies to a Season no longer relevant
Because lets be real here
There are so many Degrees that make these two Seasons from each other so distant
So I have no need for Winter's Chilling Pleas
Telling me still, "I love you, believe me!"
All so it can have it's warmth on both ends of the world
Wanting Summer AND me
And with me, again, is trying to be Breezy
But all I hear are Icicles fall from its lips
All I see are Snow Flakes off its tongue spit
Guess it never expected me to be crying for only a short bit
Never expected me to Seethe in Below Zero weather
And I...never expected to be over Winter
Not needing Summer
Just happy with whatever
With that which comes and is given
Not needing rhyme or reason
To simply be ok...
No matter what the Season
What Is & What Is Not
This is and is not everything having to do with the good & the bad of relationships.