I am
Standing on the mountain top, gazing into the sky
Watching the sun, behind the horizon, go to hide
I close my eyes and feel the wind
The air crisp and full of freshness as the smell of Gardenias is carried in the breeze
I hear the shivering grass and the russeling of the leaves
I take a step toward the edge...
Up Here
My mind is so clear
Dropping my gaze to the rocks and waters below
Looking, watching the green waters as the currents flow
I take a deep breath, breathing in sweetness around me
Up until this moment, I've never been so at peace
I take a step closer still...
I'm on the edge...
I don't need to be pushed
I can do this on my own
I just wanted to take it all in again
One last time before I took that final step home
I have
Said my goodbyes
And had my last meal
Warned others of my thoughts
And shared what I feel
No one seemed to listen
No one seemed to care
So here I am standing at the top of a mountain
Very much prepared
I haven't been lifted in weeks
And for months been drunken free
So my mind is clear as day
When this vision comes to me
I step over the edge...
Floating is what this feels like
But flying...soaring is what it is
Rocks approaching quickly
And now I hear the water's currents
I close my eyes...
And feel impact...
I crumble over the rocks, completly missing the water
I'm cool with the way it ended
Just simply wish I could have flown a little longer, a little farther
My legs are buckled underneath me
Arms snapped like twigs
And even with this bloody halo around my head
My face is so completly and utterly serene
I am at PEACE...
And then I awake from what seemed to me to be...
A Beautiful Tragedy
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